“The ordinary acts we practice every day at home are of more importance to the soul than their simplicity might suggest.”
— St. Thomas More
This morning my husband thanked me for making the bed. That might not seem like a big deal, but in the course of our marriage, he and I have come to take such acts for granted and unfortunately failed to acknowledge each other’s efforts. He went on to say he appreciated the little things I do every day to make our home orderly and livable.
Shortly afterward, when I opened my computer and looked at one of my daily spiritual emails, I encountered the quotation above. How apt it was to my experience just minutes before. My mother would say it was a “God wink,” a coincidence that is not really a coincidence. Whatever the case, St. Thomas More’s statement has caused me to reflect on 30-plus years of married and parental domesticity.
I began adulthood in a somewhat active rebellion against my neatnik mother. In my childhood home, beds were made daily, chores done without delay, and not a glass or utensil allowed to be left in the kitchen sink. So the autonomous new me left the bed clothes mussed and let the dishes go at times. I reveled in eating while watching TV and even in bed of a Sunday morning with the thick Sunday newspaper to entertain me. I disdained cooking, finding sandwiches and frozen foods to be my friends. Occasionally I would entertain and pull out all the stops: cleaning my tiny apartment, prepping glamorous foods I’d read about, and channeling some of my mom’s hostessing traits.
When I got married, I tried to be considerate of my husband and not leave dirt and messes everywhere. But I still had no enthusiasm for cooking or cleaning. My mother-in-law, a very old-fashioned woman from the Middle East, would call my husband and I’d overhear him tell her, “A cheese sandwich, Mom,” in response to her query about what I was making him for dinner. I could actually hear the tsk-tsking from the next room. Still, my husband was not a Neanderthal and did not expect me to be “the little woman” taking care of all things domestic.
Once children came into the mix, however, I was forced to up my game in the household. In order to raise healthy kids, I needed to prepare wholesome meals. This was not always easy, as toddlers tend to like food that is bland and not green. But over the years, I made some inroads in their eating habits. And as they got older, my kids started giving me some cooking pointers to improve my repertoire. Although I will never love cooking, I have come to enjoy other people’s appreciation of my efforts in the kitchen. And I feel healthier and more virtuous cooking for myself and my family.
As far as neatness and cleanliness go, well, they say you grow up to become your parent. I have certainly taken on some of my mother’s traits. Bed-making still sometimes eludes me. But I’m Johnny on the spot when it comes to laundry, doing dishes, and general home maintenance. Just today I went to the trouble of cleaning out the freezer compartments, for instance! I really dislike clutter, and I get a deep sense of accomplishment when I clean out a closet or make the kitchen range surface spotless.
So I guess St. Thomas More had something there. His quote reminds me of the Shaker hymn “Simple Gifts”:
‘Tis the gift to be simple, ’tis the gift to be free
‘Tis the gift to come down where we ought to be,
And when we find ourselves in the place just right,
‘Twill be in the valley of love and delight.
I feel fortunate to live in the valley of love, if not always delight. Simple, humble acts keep me grounded and fill me with peace.