There is a moment in the Gospel of John that always brings tears to my eyes. It is the third day since Jesus was crucified, and his devoted disciple Mary Magdalene sits weeping by the tomb. She had gone to give him proper burial rites, but when she arrived at the tomb, Jesus was gone. Some angels ask her why she is crying, as does the risen Jesus himself, but she doesn’t recognize them. Then Jesus calls her by name, “Mary,” and she realizes her Lord is before her.
I think it’s because my name is Mary that I so identify with the miraculous beauty of this moment and the personal nature of salvation through Christ. Think about your most intimate relationships. Then imagine having that kind of intimacy with the Creator of the universe. The beauty and strength of Christianity is that we place our faith not in a system of beliefs, but in a person – a person who died a gruesome death so that we could fully live.
There are so many religious conflicts in the world. Competing faiths and even competing ideas within faith traditions create so much strife. We fallen humans use religion for our own self-aggrandizement, for dominance, or to excuse our violence. We are prideful, and we even extend that pride to our so-called religious beliefs.
Most of us are probably capable of giving up our lives for our children or other close loved ones. Our love for them supersedes our interest in self-preservation. I used to wonder how the early Christian martyrs could endure horrific torture and death in Jesus’ name. Now I realize that they were willing to sacrifice themselves not for an idea, but for a beloved person, their Savior.
In the gospels, Jesus continually exhorts his followers to bring about the kingdom of God. By the end of the story, it is pretty clear he does not mean by force or by law. The only way to share the personal salvation we have received is within the personal relationships we foster in our daily lives. Our patience with our children, our acts of charity to the less fortunate, our kindness to our co-workers and others: these are ways to strengthen our relationship with the One who gave us life.
In John 15:16, Jesus says, “You did not choose me, but I chose you and appointed you so that you might go and bear fruit–fruit that will last.” What a beautiful feeling in this broken world to be chosen by a loving, self-sacrificing God. There is only one way to honor this reality: by sacrificing ourselves for others. I hope in my life to bear bushels of good fruit in His name.